So I survived week 2 of my Doctoral program. This was a personally hard week for me. Let’s just say hard two weeks for me. And with all that’s going on...”imposter syndrome” set in.
You know...that feeling of, maybe let’s just leave well enough, well enough. Going back and forth between talking myself out of my decision. Even having the audacity to fuss at God because he knew everything I would be dealing with in this moment.
Yup...I felt like the imposter in my life this week.
Knowing what the word says and believing it...yet...that still wasn’t good enough for this brain of mine. So I spent days second guessing my work, my decision, myself and well...God
Shameful I know...
But this is what I realized.
When God is trying to create you a new, that means your going somewhere you’ve never gone before. You will be doing things you’ve never done before and having conversations you wouldn’t have had. So no wonder you feel like an imposter. The person you are becoming, you have yet to be!
This journey requires continuous change. God is in the midst of creating a beautiful masterpiece...using the pieces of you! So don’t run away from the new things! Welcome the “imposter” in. Embrace the new you and continue to move forward. This is what the journey is all about!
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